Tuesday, April 19, 2016

My Reality

Its been a crazy few weeks here!  I've started a few posts, deleted, and then started again.  I just couldn't seem to find the time to actually sit and put my thoughts to paper! UGH!! I'm not sure if anyone else is ready for summer break, but this house, is 100% ready!  We need a break so bad I can actually taste it. School has been mentally exhausting this year, even for mom! It's almost over and you better believe we are going to enjoy a few weeks of absolutely nothing!
 
Anyway, it's Autism Awareness Month, so we've been having fun with that. Even Colin's school is involved this year, thanks to his awesome R&T teacher, so that has been great to watch and hear about! I didn't get any pictures, but we did "Light It (our house) Up Blue" on April 2nd again to show our support for a great cause that is near & dear to our ♥s! We've also been using our IG account to post daily #autismfacts to make sure those around us are aware, being nice, learning about, and just reminding them to watch their actions. This month, many years ago now, was the month that gave me so much hope for my son. So, I try every year, to do something new to bring awareness to autism.  I'm a firm believer that even small things are huge! Colin, is one lucky boy having so many interested in his life that's for sure!☻


School awareness fun
Baseball starts this month, too.  I loved watching Colin last year!  I'm anxious to see how he does this year and I'm hoping he shows some progression?!?!  This whole thing, at our house, is a family affair with Brenton coaching and Ethan a buddy.  It's something we all enjoy. These kids/adults on these teams truly warm your heart!  Ethan is so excited to help again!  I swear God has blessed that boy w/ a servant's heart and the older he gets the more prevalent it is. The best gift Colin will ever receive, is having his brother in his life.  Those 2 boys of mine are 2 peas in a pod and it is so great to watch them grow up together!
Brothers
For those of you that know me well, know my guys are everything to me.  However, mothers are allowed to have moments! Moments of losing it and yes, this mother loses it sometimes, too!  Last week, was a week that I honestly thought I was going to beat my head to a bloody pulp against the wall, because it seemed I was on mute or something! Nobody listened when I spoke & repeating myself became a real annoyance. On 1 particular occasion I counted, just to show that I wasn't crazy, and I repeated myself 8 times. Yep, 8 times and that time the culprit....my husband. Yes, my HUSBAND! The other grown adult that lives in this house & the one that is supposed to help set an example, was the 1st to be on my shit list last week. LOL!  No, I didn't lose my cool or anything of that nature (thanks to the 10 second rule) but I most certainly made it known in a cool, calm, and collected manner that I was frustrated with the actions of theirs and that's when the domino effect started. UGH!!! However, the "blessing in disguise" of the week was my phone ending up in the toilet for the 2nd time, thanks to Colin, and by Wednesday night I was forced to have limited resources to the outside world.  I'd be lying if I didn't say I was ticked at first, but I kept my cool (for the most part), took a deep breath, and by Friday I was in heaven.  I loved being without that phone! It was so peaceful! The reality though, I can't be without a phone or I definitely would be! I'm thinking I might have a bit of a "pioneer women" inside of me. One that would love to say goodbye to all this technology, social media loving world I'm in and say hello to a big ol' farm & living off the land. There is just something that sounds so peaceful about sitting in a rocking chair, sipping sweet tea, watching my garden grow, only hearing my boys playing outside, and the hub bub of daily life that is currently around me gone! That picture I have in my head, is so appealing to me right now too..hahaha! Ok, ok I'll come back to reality, but I'm serious and maybe one day?  For now, I'll suck it up and deal with this crazy world I live in...yes, cell phone & all! ☻

Anyway, I'll end this post with a few pictures below of our last few weeks.

earned his stripes
Honestly, he's my shadow! LOL!!
Big news in a small town = Bridge being blown up
Like Father, Like Son
3rd grade Spring Concert - Patriotic Theme
evenings outside are the best
Spring afternoon's on the porch
Best Buds on their way to the OSU spring game
Thanks Daddy!
while the big guys were at the spring game, this one had fun at home
church days
Tis the Season

Tuesday, April 5, 2016

He's Risen!!!

One of my favorite holidays is the one we celebrated a few weeks ago....Easter! I've always been told that if it wasn't for Easter, there would be no Christmas and I truly believe that to be true!  It's the time of year that I spend a lot of time reflecting! Reflecting on my life and how I can make myself better. It's amazing how I'm constantly reminded of the many blessings I have & all due to the man that was crucified on that cross so many years ago. I get it! I feel it and boy, I felt it this year! His presence, I felt it!

We started Holy Week with Palm Sunday and all week long we learned the significance of each portion that Christ took on his journey that ended with him rising from the tomb! Ethan was all about it and let me tell you that boy kept us on track. I loved watching him learn as we watched each portion via his DVDs.  As I mentioned in my previous post, Ethan is a visual learner & his DVDs of the The Bible made everything so realistic for all of us.  It was so real that we cried so much while watching, too.  It truly was a great Easter and below are some collages from our holiday fun!

Ethan led us in communion on Maundy Thursday & then we colored eggs. However, Colin just wanted to kiss them
Easter morning = baskets, egg filled house, our magic beans sprouted, EB liked his carrots, and our tomb was EMPTY
We hope you all had a wonderful Easter