Finally!!!

For so long, I 'wished' my life could be a tad different.....my relationship w/ my husband, perfect! My boys, healthy & happy, and our life as a whole was/is great!  I had one little area that was driving me banana's, but I didn't know what to do about it.....a job!!!!  I decided, after a 4-year stint, in the fast-paced career world that I didn't want that for my life and was given an opportunity to go and work at home for a software company.  I knew I had to take the opportunity, b/c in 2005, Brenton and I were back together, planning our new marriage and I knew I didn't want to be in a career oriented facility....So, I changed jobs and went to work from home!  I did that until 2011 and was so ready for the change.  As grateful as I was for the opportunity, it just wasn't me.  It was great, as a fairly new mother, being able to be home and if needed, I was right there; however, I still needed a sitter.  That was a blessing in disguise, b/c I was able to "let the leash" go a little bit and start trusting other people, besides family, with our boys!  It took us a little while, had another great candidate, but we found the sitter that "fit" our family, "loved" our boys, and was "convenient" with our work schedules.  So that new step helped us as we started to make some changes......resumes out the door and goals trying to be met!  My husband, couldn't wait until I found what I was looking for, b/c he was so tired of hearing me complain about it.....I prayed really hard last March, hoping something would come my way, a few Sunday's went by, and wouldn't you know I ran into an old high school friend at church...well, that friend, is now my boss =)  It's so funny how things work out, but that Sunday changed my life and now, I'm doing exactly what I should be doing.  It's a small company, family oriented, I work part-time (W-F), and I'm working w/ people again.....pure heaven!!!  I didn't realize how much I needed this, but having an awesome sitter in place sure helps me relax and do what I need to do these 3 days.  One of the best things about this job, I found out yesterday....I was able to go pick up my son and take him home, b/c he was sick!  That was a huge relief, knowing that I had a responsibility w/ my son and my boss understanding!!!!  As I was sitting in a quiet house last night, I realized and thanked God for, my life is finally exactly where I want it to be....nothing is missing and the feeling of "complete" is such a good one.....Now, to keep on truckin!!!!  LOL